[Mood:] Disconnected.
[Music:] “Radar” by Britney Spears
[Play:] Hamlet by William Shakespeare

Someone shoot me. Okay after I finish my Personal Statements, I’m sure I will be less stressed out but holy moly I can’t take it anymore. JUST SHOOT ME, I’M SO OVER THIS. Good thing Dillon McMillen‘s back home. He’s probably one of the few people who keep me sane. I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate what I’m going through right now. It’s driving me insane. I need Carol Dang to slap me. I don’t understand . . . myself right now. Whatever, all I have to do is wait around & things will fall into place, as for now, it should be the last thing that’s on my mind. I am excited for the Fiesta I’m throwing for Dillon this Friday! I think I’m accompanying him to South Coast Plaza as he shops for a new clothes for the winter. It’s a lot colder in Grand Junction, Colorado than Huntington Beach, California.

[Mood:] Content.
[Music:] “Connect The Dots” by The Spill Canvas
[Novel:] The Canterbury Tales by Geoffrey Chaucer

This Senior year started off pretty fun until it hit me, COLLEGE APPLICATIONS, SAT SCORES, KEEPING UP WITH SCHOOL WORK, PERSONAL STATEMENTS, etc. It’s all quite in your face & stressful but talking to Taylor Davis has really calmed me down. It seems to me that colleges really are random these days. Some colleges such as UCI will reject some students with 4.6 GPAs but will accept those with a 3.2 GPA. Maybe because the person with a 3.2 was more involved in school activies or would most likely fit more with the students…who knows. Taylor says that he thinks I’ll get into at least 3 & I PRAY TO GOODNESS that he’s right because it would really be such a waste of my time & effort taking all these AP/honors classes & not even get into a university. =| So crosss your fingers for meee!

Alright so Homecoming is coming up & I’m SUPER EXCITED for it! I’m going with Steven Laird. I just can’t wait for the limos & all that jazz. Plus, the Friday before Homecoming is when I get paid! Yeayuhh. I don’t think I’ll get paid a lot a lot, but enough for me to pay back my brother & the suuhhweeeett HUMMER LIMO!

I can’t wait for November, well after November. That way things will calm down & I won’t be stressing as much. =\ Oh! I CANNOT WAIT FOR HALLOWEEN! I’m going to dress up as a school girl, but not some stupid school girl outfit girls just put together themselves, but an outfit you get online. It’s pretty skandy, not gonna lie. Hey, Halloween is the one time of the year when girls can dress down & no one can say anything about it because it’s Halloween! Honestly, if you don’t get that, then you’re the either a. the biggest prude in the world or b. the most conservative prude in the world. Take your pick. =]

[Mood:] Exhausted.
[Music:] “Last One Standing” by Ladytron
[Novel:] The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett

Viking Voyage was fun but there were a lot of party poopers. You know how freshmen are, they think they’re too GOOD not COOL but too GOOD for the rest of us Marina Vikings so they’ll just stand there & not do anything or they’ll act like a complete smartypants. It’s annoying! Hopefully my group technically today will treat me with much more respect & will be more enthusiastic. Honestly, I only had one problem child with Sarah Kim yet the rest of the freshmen were perfectly fine. They were such good kids but that one problem child…smack. Honestly! I don’t think the other kids liked him too much either.

This amazed me today especially coming from Jeremy:
Jeremy (10:54:19 PM): shut up tiffany
Jeremy (10:54:22 PM): i thnk youre purdy
Jeremy (10:54:25 PM): so stfu

HAHAHA. I added pink strands in my hair so he’s calling me an emo kid & says he’s reconsidering letting me finish my stick shift driving lessons. What an a-hole. It’s cool, he doesn’t read this so I could begin to bag on that boy all I want.

Annie Kim Pham‘s doggie died today. Poor babyyy.<3

[Mood:] Meow.
[Music:] “Somnambulist (Simply Being Loved)” by BT
[Novel:] The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett

On August 4th I left for a cruise with my parents & brother. We stopped in Miami, Florida & then had a connect flight to Puerto Rico where our ship was. We went to the Southern Caribbean: St. Lucia, Dominica, St. Thomas, Antigua, & Barbados. The cruise company, Carnival, is not at all highly recommended by me. If you ever wanted to go on a cruise try Royal Caribbean or Princess. I’ve never been on Celebrity but I’ve been told that it’s quite an excellent cruiseline. Anyway, the cruise was terrible, service was bad, food was bad, there wasn’t enough food, there were flies everywhere, the bathrooms were dirty, everything was dirty, the pools were tiny, there were no activities…it was just really boring & the idiots who built the ship put cabins on floors 1 & 2. On Princess, levels 1 & 2 are for crew members. After the cruise, we stayed at a beautiful resort in Puerto Rico. Then we went home on the 16th. I WAS SO HAPPYYYYY. I missed everyone & California. There was this guy who was trying to talk to me when I was in the pool at the resort…& I’m not gonna lie, he creeped me out. He asked me if I broke my boyfriend’s heart before I left for the vacay. That’s the worst way to hit on a girl…I mean what if I have a boyfriend & when you asked that question I’d reply, “No, actually I’m still with him & I can’t wait to go home & see him,”? You know?!

The highlight of my vacation was probably being able to spend time with my parents & going on these zip lines through the forrest! It was soooo fun & I went swimming in the ocean with a sea turtle! It was pretty huge. Right now though…I’M REALLY HAPPY THAT I FINALLY RECEIVED MY SIDEKICK 3!!! Sidekick 2 was cool, but the sidekick 3 is soooo sweeeeeeeet.

So the new layout is of this picture I took in Germany last summer. I enjoy simplicity. HOLY .. I just realized this is going to be my last summer of high school. WHAT A WASTE. z0mgz this is ridiculous. I can’t wait for the last time I’ll ever have a first day of high school. :[